Okay, I wallowed. Just for a brief moment and then I stopped. It’s gotten easier for me to stop feeling sorry for myself and actually do something about whatever is bugging me. In that way, I have changed the most.
After facing the harsh reality of my current state of existence, I reassesed by life and started the process to get the desired results. I am not forcing myself to do this though; I am just motivated enough to change my bad habits.
With law school coming up in a few months, I concluded that I need to change my habits and mannerisms that lead me to my own self-destruction. If I get into a lifestyle that is healthy and productive, then I will not fall back into those bad habits once school starts. I need to start thinking long-term.
I started eating healthier in the last week; tomorrow morning, I am going to wake up early and have a brief cardio workout session. Need to get back into the habit of good things…
I can do this.