Nothing Tastes as Good

“Nothing tastes as good as being thin feels.”

I have issues with that statement.  One, it assumes that being thin feels good.  You can be thin and feel utterly depressed.  Two, it equates eating something that tastes delicious with impeding in weight loss.  I dislike this statement, though I am curious to see if it’s true.

A theme of my life has been weight loss and the lack of.  At the current moment, I am gaining weight and it’s beginning to damage my calm.  Last year, I lost twenty-five pounds and I’ve gained five of those back since the beginning of January 2007.  To say that I am unhappy is an understatement.

Since August, I lost most of my motivation to lose weight.  I stopped following a healthy eating regime and would half-ass most of my workouts with my trainer.  Not to mention that I would never exercise on my own volition.  I’m lazy.  I’m also against “the easy way to lose weight” methods because they never work.  I’m stuck.

I am hoping to use this blog to find my enthusiam to lose weight once more.  It is also important that I work hard to get to my goal weight before I start law school, because I am afraid that I will lose the progress I have already made.

I should never have bought that scale when I went to Target yesterday.